Seeker: Ramji, the most amazing thought settled into my mind yesterday, like a leaf that has been falling from above somewhere and finally came to rest: I don’t need anyone to love me.
All my life I have been attached to the idea that I needed someone to love me and approve of me, but suddenly it’s like – blip! – no more. I am the love I was seeking! How can I add love to Love? Love is fullness itself. To GET love I need to be a pathetic needy person with his dick in one hand and his heart in the other and pretend to have it all together. LMFAO!!! And I always ended hurting myself or someone else. Well, I’m not telling you anything you don’t already know. I just wanted to share that I understand it now. So I must overcome the neediness before I can really work on the symptoms it creates.
Vedanta really is amazing. It just goes deeper and deeper and it is all connected.
~ Gratefully
