If you want to know what you will be when you are enlightened, this chapter is for you. If you have a lot of energy invested in the idea that you are enlightened, you should read this chapter…or maybe you shouldn’t in so far as it may call your enlightenment into question.

What is an ‘enlightened’ person? Obviously, if reality is non-dual consciousness there are no enlightened persons. Enlightened people, like ordinary people, are nothing more than limitless awareness appearing as human beings. Or, if you prefer a slightly less radical notion, can’t accept that ‘people’ is only an idea in awareness and want to think of it differently, you could say that everyone is enlightened, meaning each of us is illumined by awareness, “in the light,” so to speak. In fact every living organism is enlightened according to this definition because without awareness nothing exists. You might even successfully argue that insentient objects are enlightened according to this definition because insentient objects only have meaning if they are known to exist and they can only be known to exist if consciousness illumines the knowing faculty, the Subtle Body.

Though true, these definitions of enlightenment are understood by very few indeed. In addition, they are certainly unpopular with those in the spiritual world who would use their idea of enlightenment as a special status or those who need a more liberal definition, one that allows them to impress, manipulate, intimidate, exploit and hoodwink unsuspecting seekers. You may believe that all spiritual people are somehow…well…’spiritual’, but you would be wrong. Spiritual people are just worldly people dressed up in special clothing. While they have a vasana for otherworldly intangibles, they are not necessarily immune to the assortment of everyday attractions favored by their worldly brothers and sisters: the pull of security, pleasure, power, and fame.

The first definition denies the existence of the individual and the second voids the idea of enlightenment altogether. Enlightenment as the non-existence of an individual is not a workable idea. In addition to our nature as limitless awareness, we all enjoy a limited existence as ordinary human beings. As a normal person seeking freedom I need to know what enlightenment is and why I should seek it. So the question, “What is an enlightened person?” is relevant. How will my life look when I know who I really am? Remember, Vedanta is not concerned with the details of your personhood. These you know full well. You have lived with yourself for a long time and are quite familiar with your narrative. We do not denigrate, dismiss or diminish that person at all. We only say that that you have a much more spacious identity and that knowledge of that identity will make your life wonderful indeed.

Enlightenment is the loss of ignorance of that spacious ever-free identity. Our teaching strips away the beliefs and opinions we have about ourselves, leaving us naked and free as we really are. In our tradition we shy away from the word enlightenment, even though I have used it shamelessly in this chapter and in the title to make my book appealing because it is a popular word. Enlightenment is similar to the word God in that it can mean what you want it to mean. But generally, we don’t endorse it because it gives the impression that it is a special event that confers a special status whereas it is much more simple and profound than that.

So far we have explained Vedanta’s view of reality and unfolded the tools needed qualify for it and to understand it. If you have been seeking for some time, and nearly everyone who is reading this book probably has, you will understand that, compared to the meager fare dished up in the modern spiritual soup kitchen, Vedanta is a classy joint that serves red meat: a time tested, complete, seriously nutritious means of self knowledge you can sink your spiritual teeth into.

Now we need to explain what freedom looks like to make your way easier as you wend your way through the spiritual market place…and to guide you once you have realized who you are. You may think you have a choice but you have no choice about seeking; you are driven by a self whose powerful need for freedom will not be denied. We need to explain what it means to be free so you can avoid enlightenment sickness, bad teachings and bad teachers. Bad teachings are vague and incomplete teachings based on the personal experience of the teacher and/or cobbled together from books that have no methodology and no epistemology. Bad teachings tend to heartily endorse duality or deny the apparent reality and ignore any one or all of the obviously essential topics: the need for qualifications, dharma, values, the relationship between the apparent and the real, the relationship between experience and knowledge, the need for spiritual practice, the downside of action, the lack of a complete and dispassionate analysis consciousness, the psyche and the material world and finally, Isvara and the necessity of devotion to Isvara.

Enlightenment Sickness

Bad teachers are those who have not worked on themselves because they have been seduced by the idea that an epiphany or a series of epiphanies means that they are enlightened and are therefore qualified to teach. It so happens that epiphanies happen to individuals at every stage of evolution. They do not happen exclusively to saints. In fact, many saints have never had an epiphany. Bad teachers are rarely bad people. They are often charismatic and well meaning but unpurified individuals who have prematurely hung out a shingle advertising themselves as world saviors or they are ambitious people who would like to accomplish in enlightenment what they failed to accomplish in the world. Rarely do they realize that spirituality is a samsara like none other, that enlightenment does not make them special, nor does it lend gravitas to their words. It is quite amazing how utterly banal are the vices that have brought so many modern gurus down. Because of limited space I will refrain from naming names.

A Fallen Yogi

Recently I received an email with a link to a web blog by a reasonably famous ‘enlightened’ teacher in the Neo-Advaita world. He said he was renouncing gurudom to work on himself and become a ‘better person. ’It was a surprising event because arrogant people invariably live in an ironclad state of denial, the better to project their emotional problems on others. Evidently the chorus of angry voices that followed him for twenty-seven years swelled to such a din that it became too loud to ignore. His statement will undoubtedly be seen by some as a courageous act of contrition, the uplifting resolve of a newly minted reprobate taking the first halting steps on the road to redemption and by others as a disingenuous attempt to make the public believe that he was not forced to step down by his organization, leaving the door open for a triumphant return once he had atoned for his sins.

The real lesson, however, is not his personal story but what it says about his view of enlightenment, since it was behind this view that he perpetrated so much misery. Had he been taught by a proper teacher in a proper tradition he might have known what enlightenment is and hundreds, perhaps thousands, would have been spared much heartache.

He was obviously not enlightened by even the most liberal definition. What he called enlightenment was merely an epiphany that had a profound effect on his ego and convinced him that there was something ‘more’ than his way of seeing at the time. It convinced him wrongly that ‘he’ was ‘enlightened. ’In fact enlightenment, as it is popularly conceived, is not something that happens because there is only one eternal you…nothing ever happens from your point of view…and you are, have always been, and ever will be the light of awareness and the light alone. As such you are unborn and never die. Experiences are born and die. They do not change you and make you into something other than what you are. If you take yourself to be an experiencing entity, an ego, you will be apparently, but never actually, modified by what happens, spiritual or otherwise.

If I am awareness there is no way to conclude that I am special or unique. Or perhaps there is: since there is only one of me, I am unique. However, this fact is not helpful if you are looking for a way to distinguish yourself, since there are no others to appreciate it. The understanding of my nature illumines the ego, because the ego is just a notion of specialness and uniqueness. If I see my ego it cannot be me. Vedanta does not want it to disappear or expect it to transcend the world. It simply views it as an object, an idea of separateness. It should be noted once more that most of the mischief in the spiritual world over the centuries can be laid squarely at the feet of the idea of ego death and transcendence, two signature features of the experiential view of enlightenment.

What actually happened to our yogi? He imagined he had transcended himself, came to believe that he now inhabited a special experiential niche reserved only for the few, and convinced himself that his epiphany empowered him to enlighten others. Along with it came the companion belief that the end justifies the means, opening the door to a remarkably abusive ‘teaching’. The craving for power, born of his sense of smallness and inadequacy, there from childhood, survived the epiphany…as such things do…and immediately outpictured in his environment with predictable results, blinding him to life’s number one moral value, non-injury.

Although he spoke non-duality, his version of enlightenment was pure duality. It amounts to splitting the ego into a transcendental self and a self to be transcended. To make this idea work, the ego needs to be in a state of complete denial. It must imagine that the non-transcendent part of itself doesn’t exist. It didn’t exist for him, at least not officially, although it must have troubled him all along, but sadly it existed for his ‘devotees’…some say fools…until they put a stop to it…after twenty seven years!To keep the myth of transcendence alive and transfer his or her emotional problems elsewhere, the enlightened one is forced to lay them at the feet of the devotees, usually immature sycophants who, for reasons related to their own self esteem issues, believe in the myth of transcendence. Nobody is transcendent because reality is non-dual. There is only one self. Ironically, the myth of ego death, aided by the guru’s attacks on the ego, is counterproductive in so far as it reinforces the belief that the seeker is the ego.

You are awareness and awareness is apparently other than what it perceives, meaning that what it perceives is itself. During ‘awakening’ moments you are actually experiencing yourself as you are but ignorance survives these moments and projects the experience on the ego. Vedanta calls this phenomenon superimposition. I call it enlightenment sickness. It is a state of delusion. You think that what belongs to you, awareness, belongs to the ego. When the transcendent experience wears off you go back to the ego level but now somehow believe you are something other than your ego. You declare yourself ‘enlightened’ and imagine that you are qualified to teach others.

The Blades of a Fan

Although karma is one, it is described in three ways with reference to a jiva. The karma that will take place in the future as a result of actions you are doing now is called agami karma. The total store of karma that is standing in your account waiting to fructify is called sanchita karma and the karma that is manifesting now is called prarabdha karma. It is a hot day and the fan in my room is on. It suddenly cools down and I switch off the fan two seconds before you enter the room. You, remark that the fan is on but I say it is off. Who is right?

The fan is on but it is off. An epiphany is just karma, an experience. It arises in the long cue of your experiences and subsides back into the cue to become a part of your story and perhaps a vasana that may or may not fructify again. This vasana does not obliterate the sanchita karma you have accumulated. The sanchita, all the tendencies that make up your apparent person from birth onwards…let’s leave reincarnation out of it…and manifest as the apparent person’s behavior in the world, has to work out. There is no logic to the idea that an epiphany, which is just a peculiar kind of short lived karma, suddenly erases all the other karmas stored in your account, leaving you as a karma-less ‘enlightened’ person. You are karma-less and beyond the world already…but not as a person.

The person stays. He or she chops wood and carries water just as before. If he or she suddenly jettisons jeans and t-shirts and a day job, dons flowing robes, puts up a website informing the world of his or her new status, refers to his or her former self in the third person, speaks unintelligible mumbo jumbo slowly in low tones and generally puts on airs, you will know that you have a poseur on your hands, not an enlightened person.

But when firm self knowledge removes the last vestiges of ignorance there is a subtle shift from the point of view of the jiva to the point of view of awareness. You can’t say it is an experience and you can’t say it isn’t. It bears repeating that this shift does not change the jiva and its karma, at least not immediately. The knowledge destroys the notion that you are a jiva and changes the way you regard the jiva. When this happens the fan is off, meaning that while the body and mind continue to function as they did before the shift, awareness does not identify with them. It seems they belong to another person. It is like watching yourself in a dream.

Once this shift is no longer shiftable you become very happy and there is a natural tendency to want to share your happiness with others. However, how you share it reveals whether you are enlightened or enlightenment sick. Happiness attracts people. You needn’t say or do anything extraordinary to share it. It is a very subtle energy that shares itself. If you put a lit candle close to an unlit candle the flame jumps from one to the other as if by magic. The idea that you need to ‘teach’ enlightenment needs to be considered in light of this fact. The bliss of self realization is different from the happiness that comes from happenings. Happenings unhappen. The bliss of self realization doesn’t unhappen. It is constant and steady and ‘deepens’ as the Subtle Body is purified by the knowledge.

This bliss is Isvara teaching through you. If you take credit for it and make people dependent on you without acknowledging the source, you are violating dharma. If you open your mouth and speak about enlightenment and your experience of it, you need to be very careful to speak the truth, not your idea of it, or you will mislead people, regardless of how happy they feel in your presence. Enlightenment without knowledge of Isvara is no enlightenment because knowledge of Isvara makes you humble. Truth spoken by a humble teacher invariably clarifies, uplifts and upholds dharma. Truth coming from an unpurified mind only serves to confuse and leads to adharma.

Self Realization/Self Actualization

We make a distinction between realization and actualization because dharma trumps enlightenment. Or to express the issue differently, enlightenment is as enlightenment does. The idea that enlightenment somehow justifies adharmic behavior…popularly known as ‘crazy wisdom’…is one of the most pernicious and long-standing beliefs in the spiritual world. Fortunately, as the Western spiritual world matures, crazy wisdom does not seem to enjoy as much traction as it once did. However, there are still many vasana-laden individuals on both ends of the guru disciple relationship with low self esteem who are susceptible to it. It probably happens because jivas, continually bedeviled by desires and fears too numerous to mention, find inhibiting rules inconvenient as best and threatening at worst. Therefore they are inclined to cut corners. Depending on how you view it, the dharma field is a stifling matrix of laws designed to thwart the need to be free, a necessary evil in so far as it keeps life from sliding into the abyss at the hands of the wicked, or a benign structure that makes success possible. The alternative is chaos, which does not bode well for purposeful work and happiness.

To many, enlightenment seems to promise relief from Isvara’s myriad tyrannies. Without putting too fine a point on it, the jiva is often prone to feel that once it is enlightened, it is free to do what it wants and reap no untoward consequences. It soon learns otherwise, although many transgressors are slow learners like the teacher mentioned above, the power of the vasanas being what they are. However, until it learns its lesson, it inflicts misery on itself and others. If you come by your enlightenment through an experiential teaching that ignores the qualifications, dharma, and Isvara and does not encourage a purification sadhana, you will be susceptible to the crazy wisdom disease or some variation thereof.

Essentially all problems centered around enlightenment are a result of superimposition, confusing the self with the jiva. Since we are looking at enlightenment from the jiva’s perspective it is important to know that in all matters transformational, tamas rules! Enlightenment…the hard and fast knowledge “I am limitless non-dual ordinary awareness’…leaves the eternal jiva alone but it does change the apparent jiva, the specific individual. If it doesn’t, the knowledge is only intellectual. It changes the jiva because it renders binding vasanas non-binding and destroys the doer’s sense of doership. How does it change the individual and how soon do the changes manifest?

Recently, in the first case of its kind in our lineage that I know of, a self realized teacher lost his ashrams, money, power and…most significantly his reputation…for sexually abusing his students. He got away with it for years but eventually Isvara brought him down. I met him years ago, was impressed by his teaching, and more or less endorsed him in spite of one small inconsistency in his appearance. In our tradition teachers usually let their hair grow naturally and when it gets too unwieldy they shave it off and let it grow again. They are not unkempt but they do not make an attempt to draw attention to their bodies. But this teacher was different. He put a little too much attention into his hair. He had a hairdo. Hair is fine, but a ‘do’ is a little fishy in the context of the tradition of Vedanta. In any case I did not think much about him over the intervening years but whenever I did, I was always amused by this peculiarity. When I heard about his self imposed misfortune, it all made sense. He was insecure and vain and wanted to make himself attractive to women. He may have been self realized but he was not self actualized because he was not attractive to himself. When you really know who you are, you are so attracted to yourself that you don’t care what people think.

Self actualization means that your life reflects the teaching. You cannot wall off a particular vasana, refuse to apply the knowledge to it and claim to be self actualized. The two most obvious vasanas that self realized people are loath to examine in light of the knowledge are money and sex, or to quote a long-deceased teacher, ‘women and gold. ’Individuals, worldly or spiritual, who chase money are insecure. Money makes them feel secure. People who chase sex don’t feel good about themselves. Sex is the ultimate worldly pleasure and obsession with it is an attempt to compensate for low self esteem. A self actualized person is in a state of perpetual pleasure because the self’s nature is bliss. Small blips of sexual bliss do not enthrall, coming as they do with an obvious downside: they end.

There are other tendencies that often bedevil self realized people, three of which deserve mention: power, love and respect. The first guru mentioned above was addicted to power, hence the psychological and physical abuse. Power hungry gurus have low self esteem born of a feeling of impotency and inadequacy. To compensate they seek power. Gurudom is an easy route to power in so far as the guru is dealing with a gullible public with its own self esteem issues. A person who does not feel his or her own spiritual power will be attracted to and surrender to a powerful person, hoping one day to exercise such power. The sense of power that accompanies self knowledge has nothing to do with power over people. It springs from the sense of mastery over the vasanas that comes with the firm knowledge that you are whole and complete. Knowing beyond a doubt that you are whole destroys the network of desires that render jivas powerless and dependent.

Gurudom is also an easy route to respect. In most societies people respect intelligence and knowledge. A jiva that does not respect itself will seek the approval and respect of others. Although it is a more benign impurity, teachers who are otherwise disinterested in money or sex may expect constant acts of devotion which indicates low self esteem. When you go to a guru you are already primed with the idea that he or she knows more than you do, so you respect him or her. Of course, you should respect your teacher but not because he or she demands it.

The least intuitive and perhaps most benign impurity that bedevils the self realized is the desire for love. If the desire to be loved motivated your search and you have figured out ways to get people to love you, you will feel you hit the jackpot when you realize who you are. Combined with your previous skill you may use your new-found attractiveness to get many people to love you. Before you know it a cult of personality will be centered on you. It is very hard to tell if the attraction is coming from the purity of the teachers mind or a skillful manipulation of love-starved devotees by a cunning needy guru. This kind of love is very needy. One sign is a total lack of appreciation of the need for boundaries. If you have this vasana, you will have people hanging on you day and night sucking the love out of you. You will find yourself completely exhausted because you will be unable to say no. And you will not understand that you asked for it. Seeking or giving anything creates a vasana for more seeking and more giving because the doer has not been neutralized. All that is required to help the world understand is a pure mind, one that effortlessly reflects the great wisdom of Isvara.

The idea behind the self actualization teaching is based on the understanding that life is very conservative. There are no radical changes, although it may seem so at times. Things do change, but they change incrementally. The body that was there when you realized who you are is the same body that you inhabit after you realize who you are. The basic structure of your personality, your svadharma, remains the same. Although in the euphoria of the rediscovery of your limitless nature, it seems like everything has changed, nothing has actually happened. One small doubt, the last uncertainty about your nature dies…and life goes on. So self actualization is a commitment to continue to apply the knowledge to your mind after you have realized who you are. If you worked out all your binding vasanas before you realized, you are self actualized when you become self realized and nothing needs to be done. The sattvic lifestyle and habits of mind that purified you will continue to serve once you know who you are. If self realization destroyed the remaining binding vasanas, you are self actualized when you realize. If you realize and still have binding vasanas…it is the norm in Western societies where seekers tend to have rajasic/tamasic lifestyles, you are only self actualized when the last binding vasana bites the dust as a result of continued inquiry.

The Self Actualized Person

So what do these enlightened people look like? The first thing to know is that you cannot tell by looking at them. They don’t walk funny or float a few inches off the ground. They don’t wear special clothing, sport halos, and speak slowly with their eyes closed. They can be found in every country and in all manner of occupations. They speak normally. So what distinguishes them?

The most comprehensive definition of a self actualized person is found in one of Vedanta’s most important scriptures, the Bhagavad Gita. In it the perennial seeker asks his enlightened teacher to describe a person of ‘steady wisdom, one whose mind is not disturbed by anything and abides in the Self.”

The teacher replies,“ When a person gives up desires as they appear in the mind and remains happy with only his or her Self, he or she is a discriminating person.”

The question itself removes the experiential idea and defines enlightenment as ‘steady wisdom. ’We have harped on this point sufficiently…hopefully not ad naseum…but the word wisdom needs a comment. Why the word wisdom and not the word knowledge? It does not use it because knowledge is just knowledge. It is only useful when it has an impact on the mind. Wisdom is applied Self knowledge. It transforms the mind from a reactive instrument to a clear reflector of awareness.

What kind of mind does this person enjoy? A mind that is not disturbed by anything. Why is it not disturbed? It knows that nothing in this world is worthy of agitation because nothing here is real. Earlier in the conversation in response to the seeker’s existential grief brought on by his contemplation of death, the teacher said, “The wise grieve neither for the dead nor for the living.” If you go to a movie and a character loses all his money, you do not suffer grief because his grief is only movie grief. A self actualized person always feels that what he or she experiences, including the experiencer, is just a play of consciousness cooked up by Maya.

What makes the mind free of suffering? It ‘abides in the self.” The mind is an interesting object. Its nature is that it has no nature of its own. It becomes whatever it is paying attention to. If it is paying attention to an emotion, for instance, it becomes emotional and moves here and there. If it pays attention to the self it becomes an abiding mind. An abiding mind stays put. Why does it remain with the self? Because the self is beautiful. It is love. It is peace.

In other verses on this topic the person of steady wisdom is referred to as a ‘discriminating’ person. This person’s mind abides in the self because the person…who is actually the self…knows the difference between the self and the objects appearing in the mind. He or she knows that objects disturb and the self fills the mind with bliss so he keeps the mind on the self and it abides in bliss. It abides because the bliss of the self is always present, unlike objects which come and go.

This person “doesn’t yearn for pleasure and is free from longing, fear, and anger.”

Fools yearn for pleasure because they do not know that the self is paramasukka, limitless well being. Because they feel incomplete, jivas don’t feel good about themselves but when a jiva realizes the self, he or she experiences the completeness and wholeness of the self. The self actualized are free from fear and anger. Why are they free? For the same reason they don’t long for things: they don’t need anything to make themselves feel complete so their desires dry up. Desire is painful and anger is painful. If your desires are neutralized, your angers are also neutralized by self knowledge because fear and anger are just thwarted desire.

This person is “ unattached to the outcome of all situations, does not rejoice in pleasant circumstances, nor is he or she uncomfortable in unpleasant situations”

The statement does not say that a self actualized person experiences only pleasant circumstances. Uninformed seekers imagine that once they get enlightened their lives will become a bed of roses. These individuals do not understand Isvara. The self actualized person’s understanding takes Isvara into account. There is no escape from pleasant and unpleasant circumstances because the enlightened person lives in the dharma field. But circumstances have no effect because they belong to the field, not to the self. If a soldier realizes who he is in a war zone, his life is unaffected, only his relationship to it changes.

“And if a person is able to withdraw his or her sense organs from the sense objects like a turtle withdraws its limbs, his or her knowledge is steady.”

Because we live in the world, our senses are always active. But because sense contact with objects produces pleasure and pleasure creates vasanas for more pleasure, jivas can easily become prisoners of their senses. A self actualized person is not averse to pleasure. The verse implies that his or her sense organs will be connected to objects. But self knowledge saves the day because a self realized person knows that the pleasure that comes from objects is actually a faint reflected transient blip of the eternal bliss of awareness. Experiencing his or herself as the source of that bliss, neutralizes the bliss vasanas, but not the bliss. Therefore a self actualized person can enjoy any experience and step back from any experience to protect his or her apparent self.

“For one who does not feed the senses, the senses come back to the Self, leaving the longing behind. When the Self is known to be one’s self even the longing goes away . When the mind no longer tries to connect the sense organs with their respective objects it becomes permanently fulfilled. Pleasure arising from the contact of the organs and their objects is a source of pain because it begins and ends. The wise do not celebrate it.”

A self actualized person knows that the senses are driven by the insatiable need for wholeness. If they are denied objects they turn inward and center on the reflection of the bliss of awareness.

“Even for a person who practices yoga and whose goal is clear the senses can pull the mind away from the Self. Keep your senses under control and contemplate on Me (awareness) with a discriminating mind. Self knowledge becomes established in a discriminating controlled mind.”

You can take the word yoga in this statement to mean jnana yoga, self inquiry. Although the verse is addressed to someone striving for liberation, the statement applies to self realized individuals in so far as discrimination is also the means for self actualization. Once you have realized who you are, it is still possible to lose your discrimination when binding vasanas arise, so you need to continue to apply the knowledge if you want the knowledge…and therefore the bliss…to be steady.

Recently a well respected ‘enlightened’ teacher declared himself unenlightened shortly after his wife left him for another man. His enlightenment, it seems, occurred in the context of a marriage, the basis of which had never been subjected to inquiry. He must have assumed that his wife would always love him. When he realized his assumption was untrue, his self knowledge deserted him and he became emotional. Had he been a self actualized person he would never have assumed that a worldly situation was not subject to change. Furthermore, a self actualized person knows that the love for the object is actually love for the self in the object and he would have been happy to see her pursue happiness according to her nature. Finally, non-duality means that the wife is none other than the self, as he is, and therefore that the wife could never apart from him. A self actualized person knows that ‘my wife’ is only ignorance, claiming for jiva what actually belongs to Isvara.

Liberation is more than the knowledge “I am awareness.” It includes clear knowledge of the apparent reality which modifies the jiva’s life in the world. Here is an example of the well assimilated self actualized knowledge that is freedom.

“When you dwell on objects attachment arises. Attachment causes desire and when desire is obstructed anger arises. An angry mind is easily deluded and delusion leads to the loss of memory. When memory goes the mind is incapacitated. And when the mind no longer functions properly one’s life is destroyed. Even when you move in the world of objects it is possible to attain tranquility if the sense organs are controlled and you stand apart from your likes and dislikes. Self knowledge, easily established in a tranquil mind, destroys existential sorrow. But for the agitated mind there is no self knowledge. Contemplation does not take place and without contemplation on the self there is no peace. Without peace how can there be happiness? Self knowledge will not stick in a mind distracted by changing sensations. They carry it away just as a strong wind carries a small boat across the water. Therefore, the self knowledge of one whose senses are free of their respective objects is steady. In that dark daylight world in which all beings sleep, the wise person who has mastered the senses, is awake. Just as water flows into an ocean leaving the ocean unchanged, objects arising in the mind of a self realized person leave it unchanged. But the desirer of objects is never peaceful. The one who abandons the belief in ‘I’ and ‘mine’ and moves through life without longing is peaceful. This is steadiness in the self. The self realized are not deluded appearances.”

Self realization takes place in the Subtle Body but unless the knowledge impacts positively the emotions and one’s actions in the world as outlined in these verses it is not actualized. The proof of the pudding is in the eating.

“The one who sees actionlessness in action and action in actionlessness is wise and has done everything that is to be done.”

A self actualized person knows that when something is happening in the apparent reality, nothing is happening to the self. A person sitting in a stationary train that has been travelling in one direction will feel as if the train is moving when a train on an adjacent track moves in the opposite direction. Self actualization is identifying with the unchanging station, not with the trains coming and going. From the station’s point of view, nothing is happening. The feeling “I am doing” is caused by ignorance. The ‘I’ is always free of action.

“Actionlessness in action.” For example, a boat on the horizon rapidly moving out to sea will seem to be unmoving to a person standing on the sea shore. Although apparently there is nothing happening, something is happening. A lot of people think that the knowledge “I am not the doer’, which is tantamount to self realization, means that an enlightened doer does nothing. In India many people believe that a person who sits in one spot for years on end is enlightened because he or she is free of action. But sitting is an action, just like walking. It may give the appearance of inactivity but it is an action nonetheless. The doer cannot help but act. It is always acting. Self actualization is the understanding that freedom from action cannot be attained by doing nothing. Understanding this, the self actualized person is apparently engaged in the world like everyone else. “I am not the doer” means “I am limitless non-dual actionless awareness.” It is not a statement about the jiva.

“The sages say that a person is wise if his or her actions have been burned in the fire of self knowledge. Such people act without desire for the results of their actions. Consequently they are content because they do not depend on results to make them happy. They are free of doership even when they act. Those who are free of expectations, whose bodies, minds and senses are well disciplined, who are free of attachment to possessions and act only to sustain the body, are happy with what comes by chance, unaffected by the opposites, without envy, even-minded in success and failure and free of the need to act while acting are free. The karma of those who are free from attachment, whose minds have been liberated by self knowledge and who perform action as an offering is completely cleared.”

A self actualized person is a karma yogi who does not need to practice karma yoga to purify the mind. The attitude is natural, effortless. Karma yoga is just a description of how the actionless self, appearing as a jiva empowered to act by the power of Isvara/Maya, relates to action and its results.

This apparent person is actually the self. This person lives differently in the body from the rest of us. While it seems as if this person is a he or a she, there is no feeling of gender for it. It doesn’t think that it owns anything. It only acts to maintain the body because it doesn’t need anything from the world. It is only here to enjoy. It waits for what it needs to come to it. It has complete faith in Isvara to take care of it. It doesn’t want to be like anyone else…’free of envy. ’It can act but it need not act when subjective or objective situations demand a response. It sees its actions as contributing to, not extracting value from, its environment.

“Those who see no difference between a humble Brahmin endowed with knowledge and a cow, an elephant, a dog or a dog eater are wise.”

Of course these people would not confuse a cow with an elephant, nor a dog and a dog eater. They know that cow, elephant, dog and dog eater are only thoughts in the mind, the essence of which is consciousness. A verse from the Yoga scriptures says, “A yogi in Samadhi sees no difference between a lump of gold and the excreta of a crow.” This does not mean that such a person will try to deposit crow poop in the bank. It means that the essence of everything is consciousness. Samadhi is a compound word. Sama means equal and ‘ dhi’ is a contracted form of buddhi, which means knowledge. So the word means someone who values everything equally. If he or she sees other selves, he or she values them as much as he or she values his or her self. The obvious utility of this vision in terms of happiness is obvious in so far as people who see differences are continually conflicted.

“If you are awake to the self, revel in the self and are satisfied with the self alone you are free.”

The self actualized person is completely free of dependence on objects for happiness. In so far as the absence of an object causes a sense of loss or the presence of an object is required to make you feel good, you are not self actualized.

“You have attained liberation when you are no longer attached to the sense objects or to action and you have removed the cause of desire.”

Non-attachment to sense objects and action is not enough. You need to be free of ignorance of the wholeness of the self, in so far as it is the cause of desire. This is not to say that enlightened people do not have desires. It means that they don’t take them to be commands or as the verse says they, “(can) give up desires as they appear in the mind.” It does not mean that they cannot act on the basis of desire. If reality is non-dual and desire exists it has to be the self…although the self is not desire. It is the desire that is not opposed to dharma. In other words a self actualized person only does actions that are in harmony with dharma, the cosmic order. In the seeking phase and in the self realization phase desires that spring from incompleteness and inadequacy are to be renounced. A self actualized person has no desires that spring from a sense of inadequacy. His or her desires are Isvara’s desires. Since Isvara is the source of dharma, there is no danger that such a person will act selfishly in so far as all of Isvara’s desires relate to the maintenance of the cosmic order. You will only be attached to you own vasanas, not the vasanas of others.

A self actualized person is not, however, required to act out Isvara’s desires. To restrict him or her in this way would limit his or her freedom because the self is beyond dharma and adharma. Sometimes the interests of dharma are sustained by adharmic acts so you may observe a self actualized person occasionally breaking the rules. The question concerning action, which takes place in the dharmic order, is always about knowledge. What does a person know when he or she is acting? A self realized person knows that Isvara is the doer but still has ego centered vasanas left over from his or her stay in ignorance. He or she will not develop new vasanas because the ignorance is gone but he or she still has to put up with the effects of ignorance. So discrimination is necessary for the self realized until the effects of ignorance are reduced to ashes in the fire of self knowledge. The self actualized person knows that Isvara is the doer but does not need to discriminate because his or her actions are automatically aligned with Isvara’s desires and because the effects of ignorance have been burned by self knowledge. So selfish desire and action are no longer an issue. This is why scripture says that the self-actualized person is Isvara. He or she does not have the capacity to create, sustain, or destroy the Macrocosmic Gross, Subtle and Causal Bodies but he or she is one up on Isvara and one up on Jiva because he or she is actually the self and the self is unaffected by jiva and Isvara.

“The one from whom the world does not shrink, nor who shrinks from the world, who is self reliant and stable, not inclined to initiate self-centered actions, who is not carried away by joy, anger or fear…”

How self realized people deal with the doer can be a problem because it is clear to them that action and its results cannot complete them. Yet they often feel disillusioned and adrift and seem to think that life is meaningless when they discover that it is a dream…emptiness is the most common word used to describe it. Most believed the doer would disappear and the problem of action would be solved. But the doer remains in so far as it Isvara’s creation and is a necessary factor in the karmic stimulus-response mechanism. The doer is active as long as you are embodied. Because you are identified with the doer, you feel you have to cook up something new. One of the most obvious knee-jerk reactions to this problem is to hang out a shingle and ‘teach. ’But this verse says that a self actualized person does not ‘initiate self centered actions’ because he or she is satisfied with the bliss of the self alone. The solution: continue inquiry until you understand the difference between the doer and doership. Doership is the notion that you are the doer. When you truly understand the nature of the gunas the problem disappears because the gunas generate action without the doer’s permission. More often than not, in the euphoria of realization, the seeker sees that there is nothing to do and gives up inquiry. Inquiry is not something the doer gives up. It stops when the knowledge has been completely assimilated and the effects of ignorance removed. But the scripture’s statement that there is nothing to do for the self realized does not mean that action is no longer required for successful living, only that actions centered around solving the identity issue are no longer necessary. So during this stage, you keep contemplating the teachings on action until the doubt is cleared. Self inquiry is noble work. Once you know who you are, your vision expands to include the whole world. So the endless needs of others for freedom become your needs and you contribute in whatever way you can to helping them.

“The one who treats enemies and friends alike, sees success and failure in the same light, remains unchanged when honored or disgraced, views pleasure and pain, heat and cold equally, stands free of objects, is disciplined in speech, has no place to call his own” is self explanatory. And finally, “Such people are not averse to any state of mind…even tamas…when it predominates. Nor do they long for any state of mind when it is gone.”

Finally, our definition of enlightenment includes how the self actualized relate to their states of mind. They are not bothered by bad feelings… tamas and rajas. So they don’t expect the mind to feel good because they know that their moods are controlled by the gunas.

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The modern spiritual world, dominated by Neo-Advaita in the last twenty years is not unlike the culture in which it has taken root. No blame. It took the Vedanta teaching, which is truly a science of consciousness, a couple thousand years to develop into a refined, comprehensive and proven means of knowledge so we cannot compare the two. Modern spirituality is a lazy fast food culture. It seeks the easy way, a quick fix. “There is nothing to do, no qualifications required; you can just get it” the hucksters claim. Because people are eager to distinguish themselves they are susceptible to this message. They can’t wait to be respected and loved, to gain an identity with real meaning, unlike the vast but insubstantial of offerings to be plucked from the endless shelves of the supermarket of identities that is modern life. So a third rate epiphany will suffice as a flimsy structure on which to construct a spiritual identity. “Eureka! I found gold. I’m enlightened!!!

Vedanta’s daunting list of the signs of enlightenment unfolded in this chapter separates the enlightened men from the boys. If you are tempted to think you are enlightened, particularly if your enlightenment involves informing others, you should carefully contemplate this chapter. It is a checklist. It will tell you where you stand. Has your self knowledge transformed you into a truly cultivated human being or is your enlightenment simply a baseless claim? If you appreciate the comment of the thirteenth Zen master Dogen, the founder of Soto Zen, “Next to good manners enlightenment is the most important thing in the world” you are a great soul. If not, not.

Questions

(1)Why is technically incorrect to say “I am enlightened?” and claim enlightenment as a special status.

(2)Why is it correct to say that everyone is enlightened?

(3)Why is the idea of enlightenment as the non-existence of the individual, the ego, not workable?

(4)Why is it important for a seeker to understand what it means to be enlightened as a person?

(5)There are two notions of enlightenment, the experiential notion and the knowledge notion. Which idea causes enlightenment sickeness and why?

(6)Every ego wants to think that it is unique but if everything is awareness there is only one self and therefore nothing is special or unique. In what sense is the self unique?

(7)Why is attacking the ego a bad teaching?

(8)Why is awakening not enlightenment?

(9)Why is transcendence not enlightenment?

(10)There are three kinds of karma: prarabdha, agami and sanchita. Which two cause the appearance of ignorance when self knowledge has already removed it?

(11)Why is enlightenment without knowledge of Isvara, the Creator, not enlightenment?

(12)Why is a teacher who does not give knowledge of Isvara not to be trusted?

(13)Why is it wise to share, not ‘teach’ what you know when you realize who you are? (14)What is ‘crazy wisdom” and why is it fallacious concept?

(15)What is the cause of the belief in crazy wisdom?

(16)My guru used to say that the more ‘spiritual’ a teacher was, the more likely he or she was to be a fraud. Why?

(17)If your binding vasanas have been neutralized before you realize who you are, self realization is self actualization. But if they haven’t been neutralized when you realize who you are, what can you do?

(18)Why are there no obvious signs of self realization?

(19)What is the difference between a self realized person and a self actualized person?

(20)What is the difference between self knowledge and wisdom?

(21)Desires arise in the mind of a self actualized person. What is that person’s relationship to them? Do they cause him to act? If so, why? If not, why?

(22)Why is it easy to stand up to your fears and desires?

(23)Why doesn’t a self actualized person only experience pleasant circumstances? Why does his life include pain? And why is he OK with pain?

(24)A self actualized person knows that the senses are driven by the insatiable need for wholeness. Why is he not uncomfortable when he denies them their objects?

(25)Enlightenment is hard and fast knowledge of two facts. (1)“I am limitless non-dual ordinary actionless awareness.” What is the second fact?

(26)What does it means to say that “The one who sees actionlessness in action and action in actionlessness is wise and has done everything that is to be done.” ?

(27)Is a self actualized person free if he acts out a desire?

(28)Why doesn’t a self actualized person ‘initiate self centered actions ’ and what is the implied meaning of this statement?

Answers

 (1)  Because reality is non-dual.  (a)  If you think that you are enlightened and others are not enlightened, you are firmly entrenched in duality.  (b) There is only one unborn awareness and it was never not the ‘light.’    To say “I am enlightened” implies that enlightenment is an event that changes the status of the individual.  But since the individual is the self and the self never changes the individual’s status never changes.  Only the status of the world changes when the self’s apparent ignorance of its nature is removed by the teachings.  When the self is apparently ignorant it thinks it is an individual and takes the world to be real.  When it understands who it is, the world loses its status a reality and the individual no longer thinks it is limited.  So, nothing is gained; there is only the loss of ignorance.  

(2)  Because every being is illumined by awareness.  Without it, nothing exists.  

(3)  (a) Because even though the individual is not real when viewed from the platform of the self, it does enjoy an apparent and limited existence.  Why would you be here as an individual if you were not meant to be here?  Self knowledge is intended to set the individual free of its sense of limitation, not to destroy the individual altogether.  If you understand that you are the whole and complete self, your ego, the individual unique part of you, is not a problem for you.  Only when you think you are exclusively an individual are you subject to suffering.   Enlightenment does not destroy the individual.  It only removes one’s sense of individuality.  (b)  enlightenment is for the individual, not the self, because the self is already enlightened i.e. the ‘light’ of awareness. 

(4)  (a) To avoid the many misconceptions that are alive and well in the spiritual world, like the idea that enlightenment is a special status.  (b) To empower the seeker with ways to evaluate bad teachings and bad teachers.  Bad teachings avoid discussing qualifications, Isvara, dharma, karma, karma yoga, satya/mithya, values etc.  Bad teachers may be self realized but are not self actualized and give the wrong impression about the nature of liberation.   

(5)  The experiential notion.  Because it does not negate the ego as the self.  It enhances one’s identity as an experiencing entity.  

(6)  There is only one self.  Unfortunately uniqueness is meaningless because there is nothing to compare yourself to. 

(7)  (a)  Because the presence of the ego does not negate the existence of the self.  (b) Because attacking the ego only reinforces the belief that the ego is real. It exists but it is not real.  

(8)  Because the self never slept.

(9)  Because reality is non-dual there is nothing to transcend.  

(10) Prarabdha and sanchita.  Karma that is fructifying and karma that is yet to fructify.  They make it seem as if nothing has changed and obscure the subtle shift in understanding that has actualized neutralized all the jiva’s karma.  

(11)  Because it does not negate the ego.   The actionless self does not negate the ego because there is no ego to negate from its perspective.  The knowledge that Isvara is the creator, doer, giver of results and owner of everything neutralizes the jiva’s belief that it is the author of its actions and that anything including the body and mind, the experiencing instruments, actually belong to it.  The Jiva is actually limitless awareness and can claim its identity when it is divested of the notion that it creates and owns anything.  

(12)  Because knowledge of Isvara neutralizes the doer and the vasanas.  A teacher whose vasanas have not been purified by self knowledge is dangerous.  The doer will remain in the form of the teacher/guru and its agendas will remain, masked behind a premature claim to enlightenment.  He or she will not be humble.     

(13)  (a) Because self realization does not qualify one to teach.  (b)  Because, although one’s vasanas have been neutralized by knowledge, they continue to fructify and create confusion for disciples.  It is wise to wait until the mind is sufficiently purified and one can confidently and egolessly weild the knowledge.  (c) ‘Teaching’ is a very convenient way for the ego to survive self knowledge.  One should wait until there is no desire to teach, in which case Isvara will create teaching situations…or not.  

(14)  The belief that an enlightened jiva is beyond dharma and can therefore contravene it.  It is fallacious because a truly enlightened person knows that there is nothing to be gained by violating dharma.  

(15)   Superimposition, confusing the jiva and the self.  

(16)  Spirituality is the last refuge of scoundrels, the perfect shield for the ego.  It is an act, only a role the jiva plays.  There is nothing spiritual about enlightenment.  It is simply the loss of ignorance.   

(17)  Renew your commitment to your spiritual work until the vasanas are rendered non-binding.  Non-binding vasanas are merely preferences.    

(18)  Because it is a loss of ignorance that produces an unseen shift from the standpoint of the experiencing entity to the non-experiencing witness.  Just as you cannot see another person’s thoughts, you cannot see what they know because self knowledge is just the firm conviction “I am awareness and not the body/mind instrument.”

(19)  (a) A self realized person has no doubt that he is limitless awareness but is denied the full experience of freedom…the constant bliss of awareness…owing to the presence of certain tendencies picked up before the knowledge was firm.  There is still a sense of doership so he is not perfectly satisfied with the self and the self alone.  

(20)  it is applied self knowledge.  It is easy to say “I am awareness” but a wise person lives freedom every minute.    

(21)  (a) They don’t cause him to act because he does not see himself as a doer. (b) He understands that they are the result of ignorance and can easily forgo them (c) He is full and has nothing to gain by indulging them.  

(22)  (a) Because they are not real. (b) There is nothing to be gained by indulging them.  

(23)  He does not confuse his jiva with Isvara.  He knows that as a jiva, he is subject to the events generated by the total mind and he accepts unpleasant circumstances in good humor.   Liberation is liberation in spite of samsara.  Life goes on.  

(24)  They turn within and enjoy the bliss body.

(25)  The world is apparently real.  

(25)  It means the self is not a doer.  It means that when the body is doing something the self is doing nothing.  It means that when the body is doing nothing, it is doing something.  

26)  Yes.  If you are not free to act out a desire, you are not free.  But there is no incentive to act out desires.  Acting them out is always optional.  They are non-binding. 

(27)  Because he or she is satisfied with the bliss of the self alone.  He is free to act out the desires of others.  

(28)  Because a self realized person is full and completely satisfied he or she has nothing to gain by doing anything. The statement implies that a self actualized person thinks he or she is a doer, a creator of action, but self actualized people knows that Isvara, the dharma field, causes action.